I haven been really busy at work... until today that is .. had a really long break over the PH weekend... took leave, mc and all... figured in my mind that this would at least allow myself some space to breathe mentally and physically. But NO, as usual.. the mind didn't figure too well.
Today's the first day I am at home before 12MN... for the past 2 weeks or so I think... it's such a weird feeling.. and best part is... empress dowager is having her own fun somewhere else. So once again, an empty house, er well.. there are my grandparents and my doggie.. but no one I can really talk to. Thank god my bro came home early today... at least there is some life sense ard me...
oh... i finished watching "Goong" or "Princess Hours".... it's amazing... not just the show is amazing.. cos I am a huge sucker for imperial palace shows.. regardless of country.. anyways.. this show has brought me out of the trap I was caught in. IT BROUGHT ME BACK TO REALITY. I guess it sounds very weird.. dramas usually bring dreams into the harsh reality, but for my case, evidently it was the opposite. On top of that, it brought a smile to my face. (beat that!)
Through the show I kinda remembered that there is no reason for me to be vexed over feelings that aren't that strong to begin with. Just cos I am bored? Lonely? or Wat? There is no need to bring myself to accept what is not fully satisfactory. Ok.. let's not talk about being 100% ideal... but knowingly lacking in some areas, of cos excelling in others.. "If the jigsaw piece doesn't fit, what for cut the edges to force it in? Unless you are able to smoothen the edges that no damage is done, don't do it."
I really kinda miss HIS company.... not HIM per say... but I guess fate has brought such an experience.... innocent yet thrilling.. I should be glad. Just let it be.. maybe fate has other plans for us in the future.....
Lastly, presenting some pics from "Goong".... super luv the Prince when he smiles.... rare sight in the show....


Yeah.... the smiling prince...

The cute, blatant, yet true to her own feelings Crown Princess.... Pi-Geum MaMa


The teddies who are such show stealers... I gotta say... the producers of the show earned huge points with the teddy bear concept... watch the show if you guyz dun get it.. :P

Last but not least, one of the sweet moments in the show.... "The star takes 2500 years to make a round to come back to the same place. 2500 years later, I will still wish to be able to know you................ "