Family Trip

So,after a very long while, I am gonna embark on a family trip. My parents, uncle, bro and myself. Going to Macau and HK!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!

Obviously I have to be tour guide the whole journey, but no complaints. Yes yes...HK is getting boring but I guess a trip is better than none at all. Well, at least for the first time, I will be going to Madame Tussaud's in HK. I didn't even know there was one in HK!! HAHA....

So here we go!!!

My Own

Finally, we did it. Congratulations Amber!

Wally's Party

Just got back from Wally's 30th bday bash. Held at Swissotel, we had guitar hero to play with!!! Yeah!!!! The guys obviously chose the best n the most selfish gift to present him on this day. Haha. He didn't even get to play the game once! But boy it was fun!

After leaving the party, we had a 'talk' again. Words thrown everywhere, so strewn that I no longer have the energy to pick up the pieces. After three long years, I am finally losing it. And yday's comment still lingers deep in my head. And adding today's, we are done.

All I want is to be happy. Can't I?

Ten dollars!!!

How dare you ask for this money from me? Its just a pack of fags. You have totally crossed the line. My tolerance is over.


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Resolution 2009 Resolved

I just read my post a yr back. On 2009's New Year resolution. I am glad and proud to announce that I found part of myself back in 2009. Not entirely but it will suffice.

For my own sake, the resolution for 2010 is to find the zest, the angst, the eagerness for excitement back in myself. And last but not least, my positivity.


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Friend, I missed you. (WP - 4 Jan 2010 15:38)

Today is the first day at work for 2010. And boy....... I was late again! Tried so hard for the past 3 weeks, and now, on the FIRST day of 2010, I was late again.

That's that. Nothing much.

Now, I can't wait to get off work to rush home to catch the next episode of my shows!

I just got off the blog of my very good fren. I am surprised by my reads. I think it's unbecoming that I have to scramble through blogs to know more about my fren's life and thoughts. Not that she is good at expressing her emotions, but this is not the way to show concern if there is a need to. Globalisation through the net has helped many who can express their innermost thoughts anonymously, or rather, without face to face interaction. It might have helped some, but harmed others.

Everything in this world is a double edged sword. We just need to know how to use our weapons wisely. Ah Sa, thank god for the internet. If not, I don't know when you will explode with everything bottled in. Love ya!

Prayer (WP - 4 Jan 2010 01:54)

I just said a prayer. For strength and direction.

I am not too sure where all these came from. But out of a sudden, I remembered the rosary I bought from Sacre Coeur. I am devastated as I misplaced it, no idea where it is now. After almost losing it in Paris, I did it again. I can't seem to sleep.......

Our Father in Heaven
Hallowed be thy name
Thy Kingdom come
Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
Forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us
Lead us not into tempation
But deliver us from evil
For Thine is the Kingdom
The Power and the Glory
For ever and ever
Amen

Autumn's Concerto (WP - 3 Jan 2010 23:26)

I can't believe I found another drama which I have that feeling again. Yes, that feeling. Of super liking a character! Vanness Wu! You da man!!

Yet to finish the show, but has been good. I won't say it's great, but somehow I need to write about it. Hmmm... it's a typical drama. Boy and Girl falls in love, Boy goes for surgery, Boy forgets Girl, Girl has his kid, Boy and Girl meet again a few years later......

I haven't had such exciting emotions riled up in me because of a drama guy in the longest time. Last was Rain in Full House. Should have been a few years ago I think. Vanness' character reminds me of my ideal man. This is something that I have left at the back of my head, not wanting to dig it out. If I can't find this guy in my life, why would I wanna spend too much time thinkin about it?

Now that this thought is triggered, I am rethinking my decisions. Should I or should I not?

In any case, here we go..... Autumn's Concerto.

Recurrence (WP - 27 Dec 2009 23:59)

Every now and then I will wonder if I am making the right decision. Can I do it? Can I endure everything that I am going through right now till the end?

The reason for going through this is not even clear. For practicality? Out of fear? Inertia? But I don't see the word 'love' anywhere. Then why do I have to go through with this?

Place to call our own (WP - 13 Dec 2009 23:05)

I had a good feeling the moment I stepped in. It was big and comfortable. Nothing fancy. Nothing glamorous. Just really cosy and spacious. That's all I need. Oh ya, plus a man who will not irritate me so much.

Its been a long day.

Fast and Furious... Childish and Rebellious (WP - 12 Dec 2009 02:37)

I can't believe we actually got the 10th position! For playing dress up!

I had to don a 2 piece, with a slit that went up where you SHOULD NOT be imagining. Not that I ever minded skimpy clothes (all thanks to performances where we had almost zero budgets, less cloth less money), I just wanted to save everyone from the eyesore and I would want them to keep their dinner in where they should be. But I still did it anyway.

It's been a long day. Bad things happened. How should I put it? Bad things happened as a consequence of my own doing. I could have easily pushed the blame on others and take the easy and rebellious way out. I did spout childish nonsense out of my mouth. But I have to grow up. I have to learn how to deal with issues in a mature manner. No more rebellion. It is not allowed in a corporate world where being chilidish will not get you anywhere. Not in this world, where politicking is the route to promotions and bonuses. I have to grow up and be fake.

I would like to thank my Pabo. The Pabo whom I deemed childish and irrational. Whom I deemed as being incapable of playing the corporate superficial game. This time round, he stood by me. Gomapwo.

Peace Of Mind (WP - 1 Dec 2009 20:34)

It's December. It's raining. How I wish I had a good book and a cup of hot chocolate....