Going home... 안녕!!

This is the last night of a super relaxed trip in Seoul. It has been a fruitful and I repeat, a relaxed, free and easy trip. And I really mean free and easy. Of course, this is also the first out of 3 times, that I bought the MOST things. Right now, I am just praying that I don't have to fork out more cash to pay for excess baggage.

Leaving this place is making me feel slightly melancholic. I will not be on the same soil as my 오빠 once I reach home. I will have to carry on with my dull and boring life, listening and watching him from afar. (hmm.. not that I listened or watched him from near when I was here.. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ... )

But nonetheless, I should not be so down on this, cos..... I WILL BE BACK!

안녕 Korea!! 안녕 오빠!!!!!!!!!!!

Lazy Sunday in Seoul

It's raining right now... the weather is fantastic for a sleep in. And that's precisely what we are doing at the moment.

언니has watched a few youtube clips and fell asleep under the cosy weather. We are flying back tomorrow, and right now, we are just taking it all in by bumming around on a rainy lazy Sunday.

안녕!!

Away from home

Being away from home. When I was here for the first couple of days, I was thinking... maybe staying in Seoul may not be such a good idea after all. NO FEEL.

However, when I was on my way home from across the river, stuck in a jam, I was suddenly taking in the beautiful night river view of the Hangang. Relishing every light and every moment, the way I should be, the way I always thought I would be. I had to whip out my phone camera and take in a sight, anything. So I took a blurry picture of a bridge which I thought I had never seen.

All these made me think of *steamed bun* even more. I must be going crazy.. or I might already be crazy.

A Dream which made me wonder..

I had a weird dream yesterday night. It was a proposal, by him. I was slightly happy in my dream I remember, but surprised. That was in the dream.

However, when I woke up this morning, I was rudely shocked. Why did I even have that dream? Putting abit more thought into it, I was thinking, this is STILL not what I want.

So why did I even dream about it? Am I letting go of myself again, to something which I can easily settle for? Or do I want to search for that happiness and bliss which I believe exists? I just don't know when and how to find it.

It felt different after 30 years

I had the op yesterday. Due to the fear of infection, I wasn't too keen on having any contact with my eyes.

However, me being me. All these were soon forgotten. I have done everything the doc and everyone else instructed me not to do today, the SECOND day. Eating seafood (though it was a genuine mistake), puffing, washing face etc.

While I was at it, I had a go at my nose bridge. And realised that my eyes are really bigger! The distance between my eye and my nose bridge has narrowed. I knew it straightaway. I mean, come on... I have been fiddling with my face for a good ol' 30 years and man I felt the difference! It was a weird feeling. For a split second, I didn't feel like myself. It was like I was touching a stranger. But it was just for that split second. Cos my able brain was able to remember that my eyes are truly bigger now. A dream has finally been realised.........

Living in Korea - Day One

I am here for my big change. In Korea. Doing something which I have always wanted since I was 20 maybe.

This time round, not the usual Korea Korea trip, we are staying at a friend's place. Living life in korea like a korean would. Of cos this is not easy, but it's definitely an experience.

We got lost, messed up the house as the air-con water overflowed, fed the dog, climbed the stairs. All that in just ONE day. FYI, this is Day One.

I will update again, just to log in my thoughts before I lose it somewhere in the head. Afterall, I have lived 30 years, some things are not functioning as well as they should be.

Good night.

MacBook Pro!

 I got it and got rid of it! yay!!!!

I traded in my MacBook for a brandnew MacBook Pro!!! Saved some money and got myself a (hopefully) problem free lappie!!!!

Load Off - After 6 Long Years

You know how good things happen singly, and bad things come in multiple folds? hmm.. ya... that happened to me. I made a mistake which just added on and multiplied by itself by many many folds.

However, the day has finally arrived. The load is off and I am free again.... Not as free as I would like to be, but free enough for me to feel the relief.

I will exercise more care in the future...... :)

Lappie

For the past few days, I was pulling my hair out over my comp/comps. There I am, seated on my mattress and surrounded by THREE laptops!!! But NONE, and I mean NONE of them works well!!!!

Calm down calm down... never get upset with technology as they will always have the last laugh.

Now now, maybe I should save some money and just trade in my MacBook..... hmmmm.....