Dramaaaaaaaaaaaaticcccccc

It has been DAYS of drama, drama, drama and more drama... and I mean REAL DRAMA. The TV kind. Wahahahahahhahhahah

So I finished King of Baking, Kim Tak Goo, which was surprisingly nice. Now in the midst of watching My Girlfriend is a Gumiho, Playful Kiss and Sungkyunkwan Scandal. All still airing in Korea.

As much as all these sounds like I have no life... well, that's right! I have no life... no life in the eyes of the normal boring pple, no life in the eyes of the typical Singaporean, no life? HAHAHHAHAHA... for those who thinks that others have no life, are truly the ones who got nothing better to do.

Hmmm.. one might think that someone has just stepped on my tail. But NO, that's not the case. I am thoroughly enjoying what I am doing now. Freedom, peace of mind, cute men, drama romance, daydreams.... I think I just might find myself back! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KPO

My temper is pretty short these past few days. Everything seems to irritate me. Someone commented to me, "Eh, why all your facebook statuses all so negative one ah?"

hmm.... I wonder why too.. I didn't even realise.
Negativity was the last word I would imagine that would be used to describe me... but apparently I was wrong.

So KPO. hmmm.. how do we define friends? People who come around to check out how you are doing, so that she has a topic for discussion with everyone else? Or people who come around to check out how you doing cos they really want to know? Why would you make use of others whom you call your friends to this extent? It could be intentional or unintentional. Nonetheless, I have met people of BOTH kinds.

Ya, this is what I call lucky.. lucky to have such friends... Afterall, life is so short, you gotta experience as much as possible right?

I am so frustrated with myself!! SPITE!

Anger! That is what makes you lose your cool. It has that devilish power to turn you into a complete irritating arrogant spiteful bitch. And that was EXACTLY what happened.

Why do we feel spite? What good does it do to us when we succeed in being spiteful? Are we happier? Are we richer? Are the burdens lessened?

Taking a step back to breathe slowly and look at the whole picture, it's a complete waste of time. And it makes a fool out of ourselves. Posting this is a fantastic decision. Forces me to think more rationally and helps place everything into perspective.

I will not continue this stupid game of spite anymore. I have better things to do to make myself happier.

Work is the best sleeping pill

For the past couple of months, I never seem to be able to sleep early... up to the extent of sleeping at 6am on non-work days and 4am on work days!! It was really frustrating... But I guess, it's my own doing.. hehe..
Cos I am up surfing the net, watching dramas etc....

But now, things have taken a different turn. I went back to work from a 2 weeks leave, and gosh... it's amazing. Not the work of course, but the sleep. Yesterday was the first day and I actually slept at 11pm! To top it up, today I dozed off at 8.30pm! But of course, right now at 12 midnight, I am awake, watching drama and surfing the net... but hey, it's a good start!

Ya.. just that.. I thought I might wanna pen this down, just in case next time I run into the same insomnia problem. :)

Chalet for 2010 - My TanBai Boys

It's the annual chalet at ECP. Laughed a hell lot, talked a hell lot. It was really let loose night for me. Which explains why I got home at 5am in the morning. hahahaha

To recollect, I have known these guys for like what, 14 yrs... yes, we were just counting. For some reason, which I am sure, it is AGE, we were just reminiscing the crazy stuff we have done over the decade. It was hilarious. Right now, I guess we only have the energy to think about the past, as going through the actual motions of the crazy stuff is not so technically possible anymore.. (due to weight and age).

Nonetheless, the boys never fail to bring out the most heartfelt laughter in me... they are really my medicine in life, they make me laugh. I LOVE YOU BOYS!!! STAY THE WAY YOU ARE~!!!!