Pride n Prejudice

Doing this post after calming myself down with a long cold shower. Had an interesting meeting with a friend or watever ... then it dawned upon me. PREJUDICE and pre-conceived ideas about a person just cannot be erased off with just a snap of the fingers.

Many wrongs have been done to me from PERSON. I would think all my frenz would agree... becos.. yeye... you would so love to slap him across the face if u see him rem... Now.. PERSON has been trying to make things up. By apologizing and being nice in an attempt to erase off the past.

BUT................ I have a problem.

I can't accept it.


It's either my pride (which I don't think I have much left when it comes to PERSON), or prejudice. IT'S PREJUDICE. I can't seem to bring myself to think of PERSON as a changed man.

Everytime a chance I grant him.. telling myself.. this time will be different... it always turns out the same. Although PERSON tried to make amends and I can see it, but my mentality still remains.

CJ said, to try although its gonna be tough. I did, but no.... doesn't work out.

I am apologetic for feeling this way and allowing my prejudice to take over. This is what I realised to be a matter of timing. I gave too early and you realised too late.


It's strange how things work in this world... missed chances... false love... immaculate timing.


For two people to meet, fall in love and be happy together, takes alot more than fate can handle.

I understand that even more now.... and I am still waiting for my turn to come...............